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纪念日
Osee 发表于 2008-06-18 00:21:11
纪念日是奇特的玩意，生活的天堂或是深渊，转折可以短暂而突然。意志坚定的时候可以把自己隔离于记忆之外，保护得很好。如同一层毛玻璃让一切模糊。保持混沌让自己安全。但容不得一丝的缝隙，足以让全心的努力崩溃。然而她终究是打开了这个缺口，像一场瞬时的急性感染。
万事万物都有一个起点，由此开始经营所有。付出代价的同时享受幸福，以及承担痛苦。回到开始的地方总是奢想，连起码的理清过去都很难做到。我想我已接受了爱情谢去，但现在仍然无法作任何的缅怀。还不到时候，还没有能力。痛苦极尽单纯，不会存在更多的意义而言。
所幸我相信时间的绝对性。即便我遗忘得很慢，其实于时间而言，大约都是很快的。
希望明天雨停，生活依旧。
最新评论
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2008-06-18 11:58:39
原来昨天de qmd是这个意思
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2008-07-01 23:44:01
so i never try to remember any fucking anniversary.
Life is just life. It is in everyday.
Lost internet access for almost a month.
Now live in this fucking HUA apartment.
Wondering where to go.
I saw an articale on Self Magzine about the actress who played in Dark Angel in her 19. now she is 27, pregnant.
I suddenly realize almost 8 years past from my high school days and I started full-time work for almost a year.
Right. if there are any fucking anniversary. It would be the graduation and onboard day.
Actually, life is still a chaos just like one year ago I sitting in a mess of garbbage in my dorm reviewing my mess of graduate study.
However, it is a luck u guys are still here, and I never forget to check your blogs.
Take Care!
